A little deflated

My long weekend of Toad and friends has come and gone. The show was amazing, dinner beforehand was fun and I had a great time hanging out with my friend m for the rest of the weekend. While I was at it, I picked up my tickets and cap and gown for my upcoming commencement in a little more than three weeks.

And then Monday came. I’ve started and stopped this post several times, mostly because it was getting too depressing and I couldn’t stand to listen to myself. So, I’ll quickly summarize my week:

  • I miss my mom.
  • I miss my dad.
  • I wish several of my friends lived closer.
  • I’ve cried a lot this week.
  • I’ve laughed a lot this week.
  • It’s Friday now and I’m only here a half day, so things are looking up.

So, yeah, I’m feeling a little let down. The holidays are fast approaching and a part of me is dreading it all. But I will find a way to immerse myself in things that are positive. There is so much good in my life right now. I don’t want to lose sight of that, even if it occasionally gets a little blurry in here.

Two more assignments and I’m done with school forever. Time to clean my house and start requesting books from the library. I might even try to sit still long enough to watch a few movies. That’ll make Kimmer happy. 🙂